15 July 2018

You realize how much you enjoy a day, an evening, forget the whole cancer thing, when you realize at 1:00am that you forgot to take your chemo pills 🤦‍♀️ I am sleeping at Anke's, have a little snack and take my chemo pills 30 min later.... we have an early wake-up call, as Anke works... Continue Reading →

14 July 2018

Today I am on a secret mission and sleep is the key!! I sort all my stuff and am in bed by 1am, which I deeply regret as Mia cries at 5am and wants to join me.... thankfully she falls back asleep. Leo joins us just before 6am, snuggles, but is awake.... the minute he... Continue Reading →

13 July 2018

Stuff, it is just useless stuff, which stresses me today! Why? I use the time while the kids are in Kindergarten to tidy the flat, prepare the folders for kindergarten and go to lymphdrainage, but I am restless....I have to pick the kids up at 1pm nowadays and three hours can be very short. I... Continue Reading →

12 July 2018

Oh, my little girl... she waves me off and runs into the play kitchen in Kindergarten.... "I will be back after lunch! Do I get a kiss?" Quick kiss and off I go to my alternative practitioner for reflexology and acupuncture, while I am clinging to my phone! Frau Kakizaki gives me a mild look... Continue Reading →

11 July 2018

Tired, but happy....Mia was in kindergarten for breakfast and lunch and is super happy, while I went to my running mamas, have a coffee and run some errands, I pick up four kids on bikes from kindergarten and all goes well, I attend our home owner's meeting and bring the kids to bed.....Holiday is booked,... Continue Reading →

10 July 2018

Ok - am I ok?!? No, not really.... and yes, I am. I am not fit, but ok, I am not strong, but ok and it is ok that I am tired - I am still recovering from 28 radiation and 16 chemos, my breast looks horrible after two operations and I am facing another... Continue Reading →

9 July 2018

Music therapy is extremely emotional today... we loosen the vocal cords, the face muscles, the tongue, the body and sing different songs. I am tired, but feel good and suddenly, with the next song, it all comes out. The melody triggers my emotions and tears are running down my cheeks - I cannot stop weeping... Continue Reading →

8 July 2018

€522 for my fundraiser for DKMS LIFE .... whooohooo! Ok, €100 are my match, but this is amazing! Thank you! Today I test my nerves and almost have an epic fail, but only almost.... I try sewing a kindergarten folder cover for Mia in between fleamarket and swimming and learn that I am not fit,... Continue Reading →

7 July 2018

Here is something new.... I am tired 😂 and that's why I am late with my July fundraiser! I am participating in the #dryjuly challenge, not drinking any alcohol for one month and I am challenging you to donate to DKMS LIFE, who run the look good feel better patient programmes in Germany - cosmetic... Continue Reading →

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