This is an early #feelitonthefirst post – today is my one year cancerversary of my diagnosis and how do I feel?!? Terrible! This is the day I was sure that I would be back in my normal life after a summer of fun and a big bash to say thank you to everyone and celebrate …
Monatsarchiv:August 2018
30 August 2018
Chemo sister Block asks what I do against cancer fatigue „sports and deleting 1/3 of my to do list“ and she bursts out laughing together with nurse Fassbender, who giggles in the background. It’s maybe not a good day, as I am extremely tired and have already been to the beautician and the alternative practitioner …
29 August 2018
Perspective – My kids live in their own little world sometimes – Leo is building a solar system with hulas and is flying as a crazy Saturn through the Kindergarten grounds, while Mia is a baby fairy, a baby giraffe and a baby cat and sometimes all together and I, I also build my little …
28 August 2018
A year ago today, I was at breakfast with my mummy friends, relieved that I had both kids in day care for the first time ever and a couple of weeks left for myself before returning to work…. just then, I remembered that I wanted to see my gynecologist because of that knot…. I was …
27 August 2018
Coffee is my remedy…. I love coffee! Not just the coffee itself, but the mood around it! Coffee let’s me sit down, I smell it, nip the foam, take the first zip and breath. I can drink it alone or with company and my coffee dates are like therapy for me…. It is the first …
26 August 2018
I am officially back from my time out, rested, stronger, less bones aches, more energy…. I might have spent all last night though, when I danced away till the wee hours of the morning, but at least for one day I felt strong and full of power. It was a beautiful party with friends I …
19 August 2018
My heart cannot take any more positive moments, love and happiness – what an amazing weekend! I manage to do the Spiritual Sunday meditation with Laura Malina Seiler – a Live Session at 9:00am every Sunday and today all about gratitude! What am I grateful for?!? This – the here and now – the events, …
18 August 2018
🎵🎶Berlin, Berlin – we’re going to Berlin🎶🎵…. it is my second Blogger4Charity event and I am full of love and happy moments. I arrive a little early and scroll through Rudi-Duschke-Strasse, where I spent so many days in our HRG office during my regular business trips…. I see the Turkish grocery guy stacking the water …
16 August 2018
Why are there no longer steamer trunks – the QE2 guests had them for the world cruise and I could clearly do with a couple for my 12 days away from home …. there is simply no energy to pack light! The other heavy baggage I take along is grief. My insta friend Erin passed …
14 August 2018
No blog post today – I only post this for you not to worry, if I am silent!