26 August 2017 was the day I felt a lump in my breast and 31 August 2017 was the day I was diagnosed and now I am sentimental, as August is starting tomorrow. One year ago was the run up to the big c-day, but I wasn’t aware… What followed was an outlook of a …
Monatsarchiv:Juli 2018
30 July 2018
I love travelling, different countries, climates, vegetation, beaches, mountains, the sea and the food, but most of all, I love the people…. travelling wides your horizon, let’s you experience different views and cultures…. You don’t have to go far, different regions in Germany are already different, but I love Asia… and Latin America, and South …
29 July 2018
My eyes are burning and I wonder how I will ever manage a normal life again…. it’s Sunday, I make pancakes and rest on the garden sofa, read with the kids and give them water colours …. that is all I manage, but it is all I need today! My heart is filled with love …
28 July 2018
Being exhausted last night, I still could not sleep…. the lunar eclipse? The chemo pills? The heat? It’s like the cortisone push I used to have – tired, but cannot sleep, exhausted, but restless…. Therefore I feel like in a bubble today, vegetate through the morning and early afternoon until Markus and the kids leave …
27 July 2018
Pfeww… 37 degrees until 7pm, but it is actually ok! Highlights of my day are 1) Angela and I get our free post-chemo cuts with Tatjana Richartz, who made our wigs…I actually never wore mine and checked, if she could give it back, but that does not work, so I will probably donate it somewhere …
26 July 2018
Yep…. hot… the alternative practitioner Frau Kakizaki does a reflexology foot massage and places her acupuncture needles to help bone pain, for cooling and in the „holy temple“ on top of my head ?!!? Whatever helps…. I look like a hedgehog, but it’s ok. Next stop onchology – the temperature is already at 35 degrees, …
25 July 2018
Positivity!! I have always been a positive person and it really helps to get me through treatment, keeps me going and let me move on. There surely are ups and downs and the cancer journey isn’t a fun ride, but there is nothing I can do about it and to concentrate on the positive helps …
24 July 2018
It is a hot hot summer, but a little iced coffee and a chat at Maja’s do the trick…. the main thing on my mind today is LASHES…. or rather parting lashes 😉 I finished the main chemos 5 1/2 months ago and last week I am suddenly loosing lashes …. not just a few, …
23 July 2018
Here we go again…. I am on the 8:20 flight from Munich to Cologne…. just like last Monday! Tired, but happy! Due to high demand, the flight is operated by an Airbus A330, which is nothing unusual, but I have this long distance feeling, as I board the plane…. they show the distance of 435km …
22 July 2018
Chillaxing with Micky…. hmmm…. I could stay forever…. reading, sauna, swimming in Eibsee…. In the late afternoon we are driving back to Munich, where it apparently rained all day….I am exhausted from doing nothing….happy as can be and look forward to seeing Anna & my nephews before going to Freising to stay with Anke & …