Wir alle verändern uns. Stetig und ständig. Mal zum Guten, mal nehmen wir einen Umweg und mal verrennen wir uns auch. Egal, denn wie sagte Benni von Cancelling Cancer so schön „der Weg war immer das Ziel“…. Ich habe mich verändert – sehr. Hader manchmal mit dem neuen Ich und manchmal bin ich auch stolz. …
Kategorie-Archive:Psychology
3 February 2019
There is a room full of people – different ages, different backgrounds, different looks. There is laughter, there are tears, there is friendship and understanding. It could be a family gathering, a meeting of friends, a reunion?! No, it is a blogger workshop and some of these people I have never met in my life, …
7 January 2019
Well, this is to my brother – and I am so happy to quickly see him today inbetween music therapy, my psychologist and the madness of my Monday! No, I have no time to see him today, but I make time… I need some coffee anyway and Balthasar’s have a great breakfast. This is one …
10 January 2018
Oh what a day….I have a cold, but want to go to a moderate LaufMamaLauf training and coffee 😉, need to drop something off at the doctor’s and be by 1pm with the new psychologist….. pfewww… the Haus LebensWert, where Frau Scheulen is located has a variety of psycho oncology offers for cancer patients and …
19 December 2017
I decide to enjoy the morning’s peace and quietness today! A newspaper with coffee in bed is my most desired thing right now – pure bliss! Even if everything is available online, I love reading ‚real‘ papers, like I did before I had kids! Eventually I go to town and after yet another unsuccessful attempt …
11 December 2017
Cologne is green and rainy again and I am back in my busy life, but at a much slower pace. The coughing is almost gone and my voice is still a bit rough, but coming back 🙂 I see my gynecologist, Dr. Rix, for the first time since seeing her with the lump in my …
29 November 2017
„Chemobrain is like a mix of ADHD & early Alzheimer’s.“ I read an article on ‚I Had Cancer‘, which made me laugh and actually summed it up so well… „I wish, I wish, I wish, I’d known about the feelings!“ The psychologist actually put it so well yesterday. „You are very thin skinned and need …
28 November 2017
What a day! Well, it started easy with a yoga massage – pure bliss! Dr. Zenev makes sure there is no infection in my throat, fungus is gone, blood is ok, but he reckons since I am there, I might as well have another laser session and he is such a fun character and really …
27 November 2017
Oh well, where do I start – yes, I am still coughing and yes, it feels like there is no improvement whatsoever!!! I have enough! I cough all night, my lungs are hurting and by times I feel I will throw up… and I get headaches. I am never ill and I get a headache …
23 November 2017
If you ever have cancer and want to watch a movie, DO NOT watch „Love Life„…. I watched the first part earlier this week and decide to finish it of last night before going to sleep. BIG MISTAKE!! She has breast cancer, her husband cheats on her, she is fine again and they want to …
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