Despite all my good intentions I spent the evening clinging to my laptop and phone – yet, I did not have the energy for anything else! Well, the intention is already a good start I guess 😉
Today I am … still in bed! I cancel the running Mamas, neither do I have the energy to meet them for a coffee nor Maja in her allotment garden across the street – I am flat out!
I get a few phone calls, which make me feel socially connected, but my highlight is that two of the cancer chicks from Insta and I now have the “Bosom Buddies” What’s App group – Paula’s husband named us 😉 – and I love it! We chat away and it really cheers me up! We are all in the same boat!
Baby steps… Lunchtime goal: meditate and food, big goal for today – shower and pick up Leo from Kindergarten, if I have the energy – thank god we have the household aids, who can pick up Leo, if I am too weak!
It is almost dark, when I finally shower, but I have no energy for the Kindergarten run…. I am still coughing and inhale away!
On top of that I am on the phone with Prof. Dr. Breidenbach’s practice and the insurance company, as the household aids have only been contracted until 31st January and the paperwork is missing – it is stressing me out and I wonder how I will cope with my job one day, if I am already overwhelmed by this?!? Then again – it is probably not the best day to compare myself to the full-time working multitasking normal me 😉
Markus is going out tonight, I have a phone date and an early night to be ready for chemo 14/16!
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