28 December 2018

I can pretend as much as I like that I am ok, reality hits me hard after the Christmas days – I am exhausted, my body is tired and hurts and I feel empty…. I stay in bed most of the day and rest and cry, don’t even attempt to do the paperwork for rehab (thank goodness the insurance paperwork is complete and I handed it in on the 24th)…. And today I learn that the screws in my finger will be removed January 4th and the stitches end of January and then all shall be fine.

I have just left the hospital and had a coffee, when Markus calls me at lunchtime – Mia fell from a ladder and broke her thigh – I am just in time to catch the ambulance before she is rushed to hospital and my poor little girl is sooo brave. I am strong and brave too until she is rolled into the operating theater. I am so worried! I sit outside and wait and cry….

My kids are my world and I am so scared right now, try everything to distract myself and nothing works! Writing this does not help either ….

Just got the ok that all went fine and that we will stay for only one night. They will let me see her in 15 minutes and I cannot wait. My little baby ❤️

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