15 May 2019

Happiness describes my here and now – tired happiness to be more precise 😉 Oh, yes, cancer fatigue is my daily visitor!

I could moan about two root canals Christian did today, the long drive to get there, the necessity to have them done yet another time before I start the bisphosphonate therapy in order to minimize the risk of a necrosis of my jaw bone, but you know what?!?

I am alive, I am happy and the sun is shining as I drive through the little hills glowing in all spring colours! It is a mix of childhood memories, summer holiday feelings and rural romantic – Sauerland! There is nothing sour about it – it is the beautiful countryside where I grew up! I would not want to live there now – but I love to visit!

I stop, enjoy the moment, close my eyes and feel the warmth! Summer – I am ready for you!