You realize how much you enjoy a day, an evening, forget the whole cancer thing, when you realize at 1:00am that you forgot to take your chemo pills 🤦♀️
I am sleeping at Anke’s, have a little snack and take my chemo pills 30 min later…. we have an early wake-up call, as Anke works for Lufthansa at Munich airport and can give me a lift to catch my Sunday morning early bird flight….. 😴😴😴
I love airports, I love flying and I am happy to fly back to Munich on Saturday, but now I am happy to see my kids!
DriveNow is a car sharing service with Mini Coopers cabriolets – I rent one from Cologne airport, turn the music on, the wind blows through my hair and I feel happy, free and alive, as I sing along…. that! Fun fact – my hair helmet does not move at all! Now there is an advantage!
Yes, I look healthy now, I seem to be strong, but I am still ill and my energy easily hits rock bottom, when I try to do all the things I want to do. Therefore, it does not come as a surprise that I am exhausted and I am now planning chill days, accept that this is the way it is right now….or at least try to accept it and we just spend the rest of the day at home. “Have a little rest, Mama” is Mia’s suggestions before she gives me a big kiss and I sleep while the kids play in their room, before we are watching the worldcup finals now….at home! I am so sorry for Croatia!
What bothers me a bit is the fact that I seem to be loosing a lot of lashes lately… oh, please don’t!