Monatsarchiv:November 2018

I am having an admin nightmare…. my pension funds are being reviewed starting way back in the 90s…. my rehab is an administration nightmare and chances are next to nothing that I can go to St. Peter Ording with Paula 😢 and I am working with my insurance company to get the extra payments waived […]

My psychological onchologist tells me that I do too much and I should stop comparing my new normal to my old normal….. hmmm…. I am in bed by 8pm most of the nights, hardly go out, reduced my coffee dates to a minimum, but feel that if I further reduce it, I do nothing else […]

I have a quiet and easy morning, a long breakfast, read the paper – I think I have not done this for at least a year… I check out, sit in the lobby in the sun, read, write – enjoy the moment! Art Düsseldorf?!? No, I prefer my own company, can let my mind wander…. […]

Time out – me time…. I am in Düsseldorf redeeming a voucher my colleagues gave to me – one night in the Radisson Blu Media Habour and I love it! I kind of did not want to be without the kids, but now that I am here, all is fine… I browse through the city, […]

Hello normality – the aftermaths of my admin marathon diminish during the morning hours, when I have my last calls for now… the rest can wait until next week! Coffee date with Andrea and Sibel, errands, a trim at CUT and a very quick lunch with Maja before I quickly pick up the kids from […]

I am back on coffee date therapy and spend a lovely morning with Nina, but embedded in an admin chaos. Two chemobrains want to go to Rehab in January and since we discussed two location, I apply for one and Paula for the other one. I can still correct it, but now the confusion starts… […]

Yesterday was a normal day…. no cancer, no busy…. just me and normal things… IKEA, kids gym, St. Martins procession with brass music, tears, happy kids and a gathering with kindergarten friends, parents and Glühwein lifts my heart. This morning it’s „hello cancer fatigue“, but after Avène, I have some days again that I wake […]

#loveyourselfmore – today is me day…. music therapy, psychologist, manicure due to the fact that cutting nails is not one of my best one armed skills, free head and scalp massage, I buy myself a pot of flowers for the balcony and some clothes …. without trying them on… and a Poke bowl! I started […]

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