Hello normality – the aftermaths of my admin marathon diminish during the morning hours, when I have my last calls for now… the rest can wait until next week!

Coffee date with Andrea and Sibel, errands, a trim at CUT and a very quick lunch with Maja before I quickly pick up the kids from Kibdergarten, literally through them with our household aid into the tram and return to Kindergarten for a meeting regarding Mia’s start in this institution this summer. It is all normal and I love it…. but I am slightly out of breath 😉

The highlight this week is the little splint around my finger, which I will keep for 5 weeks now, but which makes life sooo much easier than the massive bandages ….

I am happy and relieved when the Kindergarten teacher says that all is ok, Mia is doing well and my fear that the past year somehow left a trauma was workout any reason…. naturally, as they would have told me, if something was wrong, but I always worry about my children, try for their day to be normal, make sure they have their routines and a lot of Mummy time, love, cuddles and attention, while giving them enough freedom. I don’t want to spoil them, but I feel that I give in more easily at times, spoil them a bit more and I am relieved that to this point they freely talk about my cancer, don’t pay it too much attention, but accept it as a normal part of our life.

I am back on coffee date therapy and spend a lovely morning with Nina, but embedded in an admin chaos.

Two chemobrains want to go to Rehab in January and since we discussed two location, I apply for one and Paula for the other one. I can still correct it, but now the confusion starts… the clinic says that my oncologist shall apply directly and not via the pension insurance …. I try to juggle the information, while visiting the orthopaedist for my finger, my senologist for the chronically illness form, my gynecologist for a lymph drainage referral…. thank goodness my afternoon shall be quieter – I just try to stop at Maja’s before picking up my kids 🤷‍♀️

Yesterday was a normal day…. no cancer, no busy…. just me and normal things… IKEA, kids gym, St. Martins procession with brass music, tears, happy kids and a gathering with kindergarten friends, parents and Glühwein lifts my heart.

This morning it’s „hello cancer fatigue“, but after Avène, I have some days again that I wake up and don’t feel that I just finished a marathon or did not sleep at all…. and that is something that I did not feel since starting radiation in June and it is wonderful… my body can still do normal and hopefully fatigue will diminish or rather stop being my new normal!

Update on my body hair – no hairs legs or arm pits and the fluff in my face, on my hands, feet, arms is slowly disappearing. I will enjoy every moment of not shaving my legs, as I learned that it comes back after a few years…. it is a wonderful advantage though 😉

Today I am back in my cancer routine…:gynaecologist, oncologist, forms, paperwork, running around, but you know what?!? Chemo cycle 8/8 ist starting tomorrow 🎉

#loveyourselfmore – today is me day…. music therapy, psychologist, manicure due to the fact that cutting nails is not one of my best one armed skills, free head and scalp massage, I buy myself a pot of flowers for the balcony and some clothes …. without trying them on… and a Poke bowl!

I started the day in a miserable mood, but now I feel stronger, positive and I look forward to picking up my kids and doing something fun with them ❤️…. probably at home…. the beautiful day decided to be a rainy one.

Today I ignore the paperwork, do just a minimum of calls and try to be more in the here and now!

Enjoy your life – live the moment!

#karneval #loveoflife #yolo #mutanker #brustkrebsfreundin #grussansleben

#nomorewordsneeded – join the #unfollowme movement! Show your colours… zero tolerance for racism!

Thumbs up – I sit in ER to get my bandage renewed… pathetic, but my fingers thank me, as they can slowly shrink back to normal size!

#throwbackthursday – a year ago tomorrow I had finished 4 EC chemos and started chemo 1/12 Taxol ….yesterday I finished 7/8 Xeloda… this is the very final countdown 🎉

Due to my right hand being bandaged, there won’t be long posts for a while, but a few more stories on Instagram 😉

No sleep due to a wrongly bandaged hand on one side and a kid on the other, but a quick stop at the hospital and a lunchdate with Hannah works magic for handicapped me, who takes ages for everything now…. take care, peeps!

Next Thursday I get a smaller bandage and early January they will remove the metal … thank goodness I have household aids 😉

Operation ticked off!

Today I am at St. Vincent’s Hospital for what I thought was just a little operation on my finger… Little did I know that I had to get completely changed, even get a room and wake up with a massive bandage around my arm. The poor male nurse, who had to help me get dressed, is a bit helpless with closing bras, but hey….

I am home at lunchtime and arrange my follow-up appointment. I have to see an orthopedic doctor next week to get the bandage removed and get a little smaller support instead for another seven weeks, then they remove the metal…. whooohooo!

Chemo cycle 7/8 is over tomorrow – yet another milestone and hopefully I can go straight to rehab, when the metal is out!