Monatsarchiv:Oktober 2017

It is the big day, where Prof. Dr. Breidenbach checks the tumor! She says that Katja told her already that I am doing really well and honestly, I feel the best I have ever felt since starting chemo. I tell her that I the only side I underestimate is the emotional side, but that it […]

It is raining and dreadful and I am glad Lea and I are going to the sauna that afternoon. This is a whole new experience, as people stare a little bit. Due to the time of the year I hardly run around without a head, but here I do and Lea is having a baby […]

Oh, bliss! I can stay in bed with a newspaper and a coffee…. Actually I have been thinking to go public with my story! There is this enormous feedback from all different kind of people that I inspire them to hang up their hang ups, to get on with life, check their breasts, go to […]

Both kids in Kindergarten… I am ready to live again and meet first Susanne – she is my age and reckons that the emotional termoil might have been caused by chemo, but that we are certainly of THAT age now….I then see Simone for a coffee and Maja for lunch… I don’t know what was […]

I take Leo and mom to a farm, as it is a beautiful day and I need to get back by lunchtime my blood test. Well, whatever I am doing is working well – my blood results are almost as good as when I started chemo… iron levels are low – hence I am so […]

Mia is back in Kindergarten … Halleluja! My school friend Birgit and her family from Switzerland visit for a coffee before they are off to France and Leo comes along with me to LaufMamaLauf. It is pumpkin training day and he gets a little pumpkin, but has absolutely no joy joining us. I do win […]

Just need to get out for an hour… Anja and Markus are looking after the kids and I make sure Maja is doing a good job in the garden 😉

I give up – we have to pick up Leo in the early afternoon! He cannot eat nor drink….ohhh noooooo! Both kids are crying, but at least they can drink milk… please that this week be over!!! Today is the first time I go to yoga again since my operation and I love it. I […]

They are finally back from the countryside, but unfortunately, Mia is still ill and cries a lot and does neither eat nor drink, but cries „aua“… I send Markus with her to the doctor’s and another dreadful night lays ahead of me. At least Markus is signed off sick now for two days, as Mia […]

This is probably the worst chemo day ever! Mia has no fever anymore and I let Markus sleep in order for him to go to the countryside with the kids. I will stay at home and my girlfriends promised to look after the kids there. After they leave, it is all really quiet – the […]