20 November 2017

No voice and I think I am close to loosing it now… the rest I mean 😉 This is the most annoying thing I have ever experienced (apart from four years ago, when I went to Oli’s birthday bash in Mallorca without a voice, but that did not last this long – by far). One …

19 November 2017

„OMG, you actually have no voice, just like you wrote in your blog… ;)“ – my school friend Anne-Karen calls me today… Yes, true and yes, I try to just listen, which obviously does NOT work… but I love it. This is it – these special friendships and these special conversations are all worthwhile loosing …

17 November 2017

This block of chemo is a walk in the park 🙂 My fingers are a bit numb, but not too bad. The coughing is more annoying, but I am getting there! I just had a lazy Friday morning with Leo at home until Markus took him to Boulder Planet with some other kids and dads. Sandra …

16 November 2017

Chemo day, yeeehaaa! Well, blood levels are low, but ok, 37,1 is no fever and just a bit swollen throat is ok – off we go! Chemo nurse Frau Block is wonderful giving me cough drops and a little dish with salt. I did not know that, but if you put that on your tongue, …

15 November 2017

Woke up fully dressed between children’s books at 3:00am…. I might have been a bit tired 😉 It is frustrating though, as I cannot really read to them at them moment, but we are finding ways and hopefully I will get my voice back one day…. Despite all, I still went to see Tabea and …

14 November 2017

OK, I will stop whinging about my early rising kids… they actually played quietly from 5:00 – 6:00, apart from Mia singing „Schlaf, Mia, schlaf“ (I wish!), so that is a start….whatever it is, full moon, easterly wind, a phase… it will eventually pass 😉 My cough is better and my voice is coming back …

13 November 2017

4.50am!!! Well, it was my turn to stay in bed longer, but with two screaming wee firemen full of energy, I cannot sleep… At least they play with each other in such a cute way that my heart is melting away ❤️ My lungs are really hurting now and I almost lost my voice completely. …

11 November 2017

Oh what a night! Have been awake all night with a sore throat coughing and Mia has been sitting next to me in bed singing since 4:50am – yes, very sweet, but NO – not this early in the morning 🙈 Since I am awake anyway, I get up with her… today is the official …