Mia was restless and I took her in my bed last night – which I loooove, but I could not sleep until 11:00pm and have been awake since at least 1:30 am 😴 ….then again, I am a mother – we can cope with no sleep at all …NOT! Digital detox does not work with sleepless …
Category Archives: Cancer
25 January 2018
Will the chemo take place? Dr. Reiser is concerned, but we make a plan – I take antibiotics and he will do the chemo and we see next week how I am ….. whoooohooo 14/16 is in the books! Maja picks me up from chemo and we planned to go for Fish’n’Chips, but the place …
24 January 2018
Despite all my good intentions I spent the evening clinging to my laptop and phone – yet, I did not have the energy for anything else! Well, the intention is already a good start I guess 😉 Today I am … still in bed! I cancel the running Mamas, neither do I have the energy …
23 January 2018
Welcome to the world of my emotional ups and downs – maybe you can image what it can be like at times, when I share my morning: As I wake up, I have no energy and have the feeling that I don’t really have a life at the moment. Somehow I cannot even picture that …
22 January 2018
I have a cold, a sore throat and I am doing nothing!! Promise! I think a lot about Sandra, exchange memories & pictures with our little circle of girlfriends from school…. we were really close and shared so many memories. I will always be really close to them, even though we are not regularly in …
21 January 2018
I am so shocked and so sad. I found out last night that my school friend Sandra died in a car accident on Friday. We have not been in touch for almost five years, but I knew her already from primary school, we shared so many memories, went horseback riding for years, tried rowing, were …
20 January 2018
Chillaxing with one of my best friends – best therapy ever ❤️ Anne points out that I have a massive number reading issue with my chemo brain, as I read out some numbers and prices to her and apparently say them all in the wrong order …. hmmm…. mental note to self – no more …
19 January 2018
Instagram’s Paulina posted that her tumor did not much care about the EC chemo and I have to think about her all the time. They will operate next week now and then try another chemo – there are options and that is great, but it is scary and I cannot stop thinking about her ❤️ …
18 January 2018
Life is like a bag of candy – you only know what something tastes like, when you actually try it….. Hurray it’s chemo day! What a night…. Mia was crying a lot, basically slept on top of me and in short intervalls and I didn’t 🙄. I stayed up late with Anke and chatted, but …
17 January 2018
„You were supposed to be here 10 minutes ago!“ …. I forget an 8:10h appointment with Frau Dietrich, put on a coat and ride my bike in my PJs to the physio therapy ….. it snowed during the night and the road is really slippery, but I make it and she does the lymphdrainage, tells …
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