Why do these things always come at once!?!? My mental state is weak – one day post chemo – yet, I have to urge to get issues out of the way, tell people how I feel and when they hurt me. I have accepted that I am vulnerable, when I talk about my feelings, but …
Monatsarchiv:Februar 2018
7 February 2018
Today’s taxi driver did drive me a few months ago, when I was still on EC and he is sooo excited drive me to my LAST chemo 🎉 The health insurance calls me, just as my blood is being tested, to tell me that I am allowed to go away for two weeks, but not …
6 February 2018
What a day, but some things need to be done! I see Prof. Dr. Breidenbach to get my MRT results. There is still a 4mm tumor visible on the MRT, but all is good. She is currently considering to only remove the tissue around the tumor, then see if there are cancer cells in the …
5 February 2018
Today is a good day – I slept next to Leo, who was not feeling well, trying to not fall out of bed and having his feet in my face, but full of happiness and I feel much better and stronger today. I will take it easy, as I need to be fit for my …
4 February 2018
Yes, yes, yes, today is world cancer day! I do my best to raise awareness and cancer research has gone a long way, but still needs more support to go further and one day beat the beast all together! Anyone can get it, nobody is safe and there is nothing you can do…..but if you …
3 February 2018
It is a tough day with mixed emotions, a lot of tears, but also happy memories and laughter. It helps so much to have my school friends there and to hold and support each other, but I leave with a heavy heart full of sadness and sitting on the train to take me back to …
2 February 2018
I am one day late, but it is important and here it is: on each first of each month it is boobie check day! I honestly never checked mine, but found the lump while showering! Breast cancer is one of the best curable cancers, if caught early enough! Check yourself and if you are uncertain, …
1 February 2018
Chemo 15/16 ✔️ Beauty update: I was too scared to leave the eyebrow colour on all night and peeled it off before I went to bed last night and they are quite dark. I ask Markus at breakfast, if they are too dark and he states „yeah, but you still peel them off, right!?!?“ …ahhhh! …
