#mindfulness is my focus not to get stressed during reintegration (or beforehand 😉) …. but I still need to work on my fitness! Part of this process is looking after myself and asking Markus today to look after Mia for me to see my alternative practitioner! She reckons that I am exhausted and that in …
Monatsarchiv:März 2019
14 March 2019
It is my quarterly check up with my gynaecologist and we need to discuss my reintegration…. „What do you mean? They only planned six weeks?!?“ She is shocked and has never heard that this is the maximum and that she can apparently adjust it, as she believes that the plan is set in stone. The …
13 March 2019
For the last two days, I had my Mojo back…. yeah! I had the feeling that I had energy and it was wonderful! I did ask for normality and here it is – BAM! Normality hits me in the face…. Mia has a little bit of diarrhea this morning and my first reaction is panic, …
12 March 2019
Things have changed…. since January, I can no longer stand coffee and I drink fruit and herbal tea! Unbelievable as coffee dates friends were my therapy for the past 18 month and always a personal highlight during my day! Something I cherished and would appreciate any time of the day or week…. Today I take …
11 March 2019
Onwards and upwards! I feel energetic today…. that is a feeling I did not have for a long time and I love it! I decided to do whatever I can and simple ignore the rest for now! I will spend the afternoon with my kids and tonight I will….. finish knitting the socks I started …
10 March 2019
I feel a bit lost in space…. happy that I had a wonderful weekend with my kids away from everything and panic that I start my reintegration into my job in three weeks time… ahhh! Now, how does it work? Due to the fact that I am starting the reintegration within four weeks after completing …
9 March 2018
Chemo buddy Claudia reminds me that we had our operations one year ago yesterday…. wow! At the time, I thought that was it…I had successfully completed all chemos and operations, was blown up by cortisone and my hair – at least at the back of my head – started to grow again! The plan: operation, …
7 March 2019
It is now 18 month since my diagnosis…. 18 month of doctor’s appointment, chemos, operations, radiations, paperwork and waiting rooms…. cancer comes along with a big administrative package! So far I have ticked off a lot of points on my cancer journey, but today I am closing another chapter. My entitlement of sick pay ends …
6 March 2019
9:45am and my FitBit Alta vibrates like crazy blasting fireworks to celebrate my 10.000 steps mark…. and no, I just started my sports programme with LaufMamaLauf. The simple trick was to celebrate Karneval until the wee hours of the morning 😉 I won my FitBit a month ago, just in time to test it during …
5 March 2019
I am on my way home…. the Black forrest dressed for the occasion with sugared trees, as it snowed again last night… I have never been to the black forrest, but it is so beautiful. As we pass the last mountain before reaching Freiburg, all is covered in deep snow and I love this winter …