The naked truth – 2 days vs 3 months past my last chemo…. time really flies, I have the hopefully last operation in the books, 6/28 radiation sessions done and it is summer in the city! Mia will be two next Monday and it only seems like yesterday she turned one…. The next week will …
Category Archives: Cancer
5 May 2018
What a nightmare – Leo wakes at least ten times screaming and shouting! My poor boy is exhausted and so am I. I hit the backyard fleamarkets in Nippes, while Markus and the kids go to the playground. Today anyone with a backyard can register and sell whatever they no long need in there. I …
4 May 2018
I am officially „severely disabled“ – what?!? Why?!? Well, it proves my point again…. you don’t see cancer, I don’t look ill – even get a lot of compliments regarding my hairstyle…. but life is not the same and it will never be the same again! What do I need this ID for? I know …
3 May 2018
I use the baby brush for a stylish radiation wave – thanks, Elisa for the tip! This sounds funny, but my new hair can really hurt a bit, when it points the wrong way… my scalp is somehow more sensitive! Radiation 5/28 in the books! Apart from fatigue, I am fine and my skin is …
2 May 2018
Today is a good day – busy, I still have a tummy ache, but good and I even manage to mediate before I cycle to radiation! It is nice to ride my bike, but choosing the wrong route results in me just being spot on time for my radiation slot at 8:50 sharp 😉 Anything …
1 May 2018
Here she’s going on about it again – it is the first! Time to check your boobs and listen to your body! I still have a lump in my left breast, but it is getting better and as I am writing this, Mia comes in „go to hospital, my breast is hurting, need plaster“ 😂 …
30 April 2018
Frau Schöps is very old and walks slowly with her Zimmer frame into the radiation center. I am ten minutes early today and we chat about cancer and radiation, being tired and living in the same neighbourhood… she had a mastectomy 30 years ago and there are new tumors around her scar and they spread… …
29 April 2018
You did it again…. you are an asshole, you stupid cancer, and you don’t play fair! I hate you! You grew during my bosom buddy Paula’s first chemo and now during the second chemo as well?!? Not funny …. but you picked the wrong girl – she is badass! Thinking of you ❤️ I started …
28 April 2018
I used to look forward to weekends, but now I am somehow dreading them… I love spending time with my kids, but I still don’t really have the energy for a full day of kids chaos! Maybe it is only the fear that I won’t manage and fail at being a good Mum…. am I …
27 April 2018
Radiation 2/28 – I am early, everything clicks like clockwork today…. ready, taxi, traffic lights all green, in, radiation, out. If I had not been early, I would have spent no more than fifteen minutes in the building… wow! Off I go to Frau Kakizaki, the non-medical practitioner …. pity I only notices two days …