7 December 2017

Hurray, hurra! They found a high level of mycoplasma antibodies in my blood and the CT showed that my lungs improved – I can go home tomorrow 🎉🎉🎉🎉 Markus saved the breakfast dilemma, by dropping off müsli, almond milk and fruit last night after reading my blog – thank you 🤩 Hans already said good …

6 December 2017

Thanks for worrying about me – I simply did not blog yesterday, but I am fine. I am still in hospital and there were no news and no results, but the coughing is a little better! Prof. Dr. Breidenbach called me today, as she only found out now that I was to check how I …

4 December 2017

Not a single nurse enters my room without commenting on my Rituals advent calendar – even Hans, Franz and the Professor! I get the wrong breakfast again and wonder if my ex roommate is enjoying my Müsli…. probably not, she order all the white flour bread and rolls I have to eat now – Sylvie …

3 December 2017

The first snow 🤗 The kids are so excited and I wish I was with them….it is just a little icing sugar, but Leo is hoping to build a ’sandman‘! I am crossing fingers and toes for more snow …. I am still coughing, but this is day three of all my antibiotics drips and …

29 November 2017

„Chemobrain is like a mix of ADHD & early Alzheimer’s.“ I read an article on ‚I Had Cancer‘, which made me laugh and actually summed it up so well… „I wish, I wish, I wish, I’d known about the feelings!“ The psychologist actually put it so well yesterday. „You are very thin skinned and need …

26 November 2017

Today, Kathrin (who I know from two baby courses), was selling at a kids flea market and will donate all on my behalf to the Rexrodt von Fircks Stiftung. Therefore I had to go and give her a few things to sell as well. Including donations, she made a total of €100! The organisation focuses …

25 November 2017

I did buy RevitaLash today and apparently this is the hot stuff you need, if you are loosing lashes due to chemo and there is even a chance that they regrow during chemo!?!? Katie recommended it and sent me a kit with more of their products! Thank you – I am super excited and shall …

19 November 2017

„OMG, you actually have no voice, just like you wrote in your blog… ;)“ – my school friend Anne-Karen calls me today… Yes, true and yes, I try to just listen, which obviously does NOT work… but I love it. This is it – these special friendships and these special conversations are all worthwhile loosing …