Teeth – I never had good ones and I was always scared of losing them, had horrible dentist visits and the simple thought of visiting a dentist would give me shivers – not even the little rubber animals I was rewarded with could help! Yes, I definitely ate too much candy, the creaking of my …
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9 August 2018
„I am telling you for the last time“ chemo nurse Fassbender gives me a lecture.., and I know that she means well! „You have to say good bye to your cancer – tell him that in November you are parting ways!“ It makes me think, yes, definitely we are going separate ways, yes, I need …
8 August 2018
It is amazingly warm at almost 30 degrees at 11pm, when Simone and I cycle back from the Philharmonia concert „The 27 Club“…. it feels like I am in a mediterannean country, as the warm air blows trough my hair and the Rhine river sparkles in the night… I am filled with happiness as I …
7 August 2018
Renewal of eyelashes happens serenely every few months…. generally it is a gradual process, but for me, my new lashes decide to renew themselves all at once! Now is there any need for that?!? I heard that after a while it goes back to a gradual renewal… fingers crossed that this won’t be too long! …
6 August 2018
🎵🎶🎵 Monday – Music therapy day….oh what joy! I am glad we sing not only English and German, but also African and Maori songs, as my mind does not attach to the words – I actually have no clue what it means or quickly forget it and my mind takes off on little adventurous journeys. …
5 August 2018
An alliance – that is what we are…. we are on this path together. No matter what cancer, no matter what background, I feel the special connection between the cancer patients – it’s the sense of understanding without words. Chemonurse Fassbender says you cannot go along with everyone and at one point, you need to …
4 August 2018
Total cancer fatigue disaster yesterday…. I am running on emergency power from 5pm onwards and it gets worse and worse…. normally, not that much of an issue, but we have Simone and her family over and I am presenting my worst self…. tired is ok, but I am moody, thin skinned, impatient and have no …
3 August 2018
Markus drops off the kids this morning for the first time since he has been to hospital, but no rest for the wicked – our cleaning lady arrives early and turns everything upside down and I have planned to do something nice for myself today….. guess what – coffee with Simone, then a quick meeting …
2 August 2018
I am at work today! Well, not really, but I visit the office to hand in my sick note. I chat to my colleagues and it feels like I am back… and what do I do – I want to write some articles I was asked for anyway and have my laptop with me – …
1 August 2018
Boobs, bosom, breast, bust, falsies, foobs, melons or lemons…. whatever you call them, whoever you are… rich, poor, tall, short, big, small, male, female…. check them on the 1st, as breastcancer can hit anyone! It’s the pot calling the kettle black, as I am the worst example and NEVER checked! I found my lump by …