I am sooo exhausted, but it was actually Markus, who went out and I was in bed early 😉…. yet, I take it easy today after getting up with the kids! No need to be ill again and Karneval with all the crowds and everyone kissing each other, is the worst time of the year …
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10 February 2018
I was so upset yesterday, disappointed, tired, hurt and all the hassle with the insurance company, who on top of all decided to send me a registered letter to confirm that they are cancelling all support, while I am out of Germany. I am fine though – I am honestly beyond caring, but this was …
9 February 2018
Post chemo recap: hair, shaved, but regrowth noticeable (down on back of hands!?!?), but still nothing to shave on the rest of my body lashes – second set almost all gone again eyebrows – second set almost all gone again too skin – super dry inside and out weight – total gain of 7kg!! Feel …
8 February 2018
Why do these things always come at once!?!? My mental state is weak – one day post chemo – yet, I have to urge to get issues out of the way, tell people how I feel and when they hurt me. I have accepted that I am vulnerable, when I talk about my feelings, but …
7 February 2018
Today’s taxi driver did drive me a few months ago, when I was still on EC and he is sooo excited drive me to my LAST chemo 🎉 The health insurance calls me, just as my blood is being tested, to tell me that I am allowed to go away for two weeks, but not …
6 February 2018
What a day, but some things need to be done! I see Prof. Dr. Breidenbach to get my MRT results. There is still a 4mm tumor visible on the MRT, but all is good. She is currently considering to only remove the tissue around the tumor, then see if there are cancer cells in the …
5 February 2018
Today is a good day – I slept next to Leo, who was not feeling well, trying to not fall out of bed and having his feet in my face, but full of happiness and I feel much better and stronger today. I will take it easy, as I need to be fit for my …
4 February 2018
Yes, yes, yes, today is world cancer day! I do my best to raise awareness and cancer research has gone a long way, but still needs more support to go further and one day beat the beast all together! Anyone can get it, nobody is safe and there is nothing you can do…..but if you …
3 February 2018
It is a tough day with mixed emotions, a lot of tears, but also happy memories and laughter. It helps so much to have my school friends there and to hold and support each other, but I leave with a heavy heart full of sadness and sitting on the train to take me back to …
2 February 2018
I am one day late, but it is important and here it is: on each first of each month it is boobie check day! I honestly never checked mine, but found the lump while showering! Breast cancer is one of the best curable cancers, if caught early enough! Check yourself and if you are uncertain, …