Today is a good day – I slept next to Leo, who was not feeling well, trying to not fall out of bed and having his feet in my face, but full of happiness and I feel much better and stronger today. I will take it easy, as I need to be fit for my …
Category Archives: Cancer
4 February 2018
Yes, yes, yes, today is world cancer day! I do my best to raise awareness and cancer research has gone a long way, but still needs more support to go further and one day beat the beast all together! Anyone can get it, nobody is safe and there is nothing you can do…..but if you …
3 February 2018
It is a tough day with mixed emotions, a lot of tears, but also happy memories and laughter. It helps so much to have my school friends there and to hold and support each other, but I leave with a heavy heart full of sadness and sitting on the train to take me back to …
2 February 2018
I am one day late, but it is important and here it is: on each first of each month it is boobie check day! I honestly never checked mine, but found the lump while showering! Breast cancer is one of the best curable cancers, if caught early enough! Check yourself and if you are uncertain, …
1 February 2018
Chemo 15/16 ✔️ Beauty update: I was too scared to leave the eyebrow colour on all night and peeled it off before I went to bed last night and they are quite dark. I ask Markus at breakfast, if they are too dark and he states „yeah, but you still peel them off, right!?!?“ …ahhhh! …
31 January 2018
I am sooo tired … again! Yesterday I fall asleep all dressed, only to wake up at 3.00am, when Mia decides to be awake. I finally get ready for bed and spend the next two hours laying next to her, while she is singing all her favorite songs, naming all food, which she loves and …
30 January 2018
Attention – Beauty blog 😉 After dropping off Leo, I cannot wait to hit the drugstore to get the magic tattoo eyebrows. You paint them on and then peel them off and whoops, you have eyebrows again. It sounds too good to be true and I definitely am not up-to-date when it comes to beauty …
29 January 2018
The situation is already very emotional, but with chemo drugs, I am even more emotional than normally and cry all morning trying to write to Sandra’s family. My mind does not stand still and since I have so much time to think, I do not find a way out of this mental spin – I …
28 January 2018
I think my big toe nails are slowly saying good bye now 😢, my new lashes are almost all gone again, I have skin irritations and have gained more weight – I really had enough and cannot wait for the chemo to be over!!…. Silke has booked her flights to join me for one week …
27 January 2018
Leo and his buddy Jakob learn how to ski today! Despite my prejudice concerning indoor skiing, I am amazed by the set-up with different lifts, ski huts and all you would normally find in a ski resort – great concept, Skihalle Neuss! We have a quick dinner at Jamas and are all exhausted, but happy! …