No more coughing, but I get my revenge for yesterday – I am exhausted! I still manage to decorate the tree with Leo and go to the Kulturkirche Christmas market meeting lots of friends and kids… I am freezing though and shivering when I arrive back home and have to cancel my evening plans – …
Category Archives: Emotions
9 December 2017
Snow… snow… snow… for about one hour and all was green again…. well, that is Cologne for you! I am a bit down today. The kids are adorable and give me so much joy, but everything else is really tiring. I want to bake spritz biscuits and am all motivated when I prepare the dough …
8 December 2017
After a sleepless night, I can’t wait to go home – goodbye Klösterchen! I should take it easy, inhale and take the medication. Maja was ill all week, but comes to pick me up and it is great to see her 🙂 Home Sweet Home – I need to go to ‚downtown‘ Riehl to see the …
6 December 2017
Thanks for worrying about me – I simply did not blog yesterday, but I am fine. I am still in hospital and there were no news and no results, but the coughing is a little better! Prof. Dr. Breidenbach called me today, as she only found out now that I was to check how I …
3 December 2017
The first snow 🤗 The kids are so excited and I wish I was with them….it is just a little icing sugar, but Leo is hoping to build a ’sandman‘! I am crossing fingers and toes for more snow …. I am still coughing, but this is day three of all my antibiotics drips and …
2 December 2017
Markus took Leo to the emergency services last night, therefore I did not switch my phone off……mild imflammation of the middle ear. Obviously he did not sleep at Carla’s, but he is fine again today. My phone is playing funny games…. it restarts every few minutes and annoys me so much that I switch it …
29 November 2017
„Chemobrain is like a mix of ADHD & early Alzheimer’s.“ I read an article on ‚I Had Cancer‘, which made me laugh and actually summed it up so well… „I wish, I wish, I wish, I’d known about the feelings!“ The psychologist actually put it so well yesterday. „You are very thin skinned and need …
27 November 2017
Oh well, where do I start – yes, I am still coughing and yes, it feels like there is no improvement whatsoever!!! I have enough! I cough all night, my lungs are hurting and by times I feel I will throw up… and I get headaches. I am never ill and I get a headache …
26 November 2017
Today, Kathrin (who I know from two baby courses), was selling at a kids flea market and will donate all on my behalf to the Rexrodt von Fircks Stiftung. Therefore I had to go and give her a few things to sell as well. Including donations, she made a total of €100! The organisation focuses …
24 November 2017
I love this new chemo – apart from my cough there are almost no side effects. I am awake for four hours during the night, but it is quiet and peaceful and I feel fit. I hear the rain, watch a good movie, read a bit and at 5:30am Leo joins me and cuddles and …
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